....and Two Years Ago Today

....our CW had to make that terrible phone call to tell us you were critically ill. I will never forget that day. However, you have a family and we have our precious Hannah Grace. I will probably never know why this happened but, I do believe this all worked to His glory.

Two years ago today....

....I saw your face. That sweet little face with the biggest smile and slightly naughty eyes. Big little man, my heart is at peace knowing you are loved and that you are precious to somebody. It is still my deepest desire to meet you or see pictures of you. Hopefully that will happen.

My heart is light. A very wise woman told me that meant I was healing. I am glad that we both are healing. Go and enjoy this world precious boy! Make the most out of this life. Sit back and soak in the love from your family and love them like it will never hurt. Grow into the wonderful man that God has intended for you to be!

Happy Birthday

Wow! You are three years old today! What a big boy. I hope you had a wonderful, fun filled day today that was full of love and lots of presents. I hope you know that you are loved and we still think of you. My desire is that we would meet you one day.